Out of 365 days in a year, I have SLACKED on this blog and focused more energy into graduating (and my other blog...*cheese*). If you don't know, I am graduating in March of this year with a degree in Theater and English. Now what I will do with those degrees is beyond me. I have no clue at all. Ugh.
Anyhoo, I just felt that I had to put something up here since I have been MIA for so long. I haven't forgotten about you all, believe me.
Part of the real reason why I hadn't been on this blog in so long was that I was feeling very misguided and not quite sure where I should focus my efforts. My mind constantly runs a mile a minute and it's hard for me to get my thoughts down (nor find the time to do so) and when I do get the time, I'd much rather relax with a glass of wine and a few episodes of MAD MEN or some other television show in my queue on Hulu. I just don't know what to write about anymore. The title of this blog is in the process of being shifted, but I like this title so much, that I can't let it go completely (besides, the title describes much of who I am as a person...analytical, thoughtful, etc).
As it is 2012, I don't want to start fresh. Initially, I had updated my facebook status on New Year's Day saying that I was ready for a fresh start. However, I can't get down with the context behind those words. What this says is that everything I have done/been/seen/experienced/lived (metaphorically or physically or emotionally speaking) is gone. I don't want that. I want to continue. I just want to continue being a better person and learning more and giving more of myself in a spiritual way and connecting more. Over the past few years, I have lost some of my gentle self I knew in my early college days. I was much more open to talking to people and getting to know them and just connecting with people in odd places. Those are the things that I would enjoy in 2012.
So, no fresh starts for me. Just renewed fires and grand continuations.
If you'd like to check out my other blog, here it is!
www.fullfiguredfoodie.tumblr.com
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