I just had to say that I don't like feeling alone.
All of a sudden, I had this feeling come over me and I realized that I am feeling alone. I don't like it. I go through day to day and wonder if I'm ever going to find someone to share my hopes, dreams, fears, desires, pains with. There's only so much a best friend and family can do. You need that emotional connection like no other. Your family loves you unconditionally, but what about the romantic connection, the touch and breath and warmth of that skin against yours. I don't know how people go without this day in and day out. Don't get me wrong, I've been in that state for years (not caring/needing/wanting a relationship) but today, this week, has been a little different. I need to get out of this funk.
I'm done.
